honor your father and mother

kweet: today's a fruitful day :)

my meetup with Leeza failed cause she is feeling unwell.I hope she gets better and is able to do her paper tmrw.I saw her SMS at 6 and i went back to sleep.and only woke up at 10ish.

I woke up from a funny dream.and i was deciding whether to go uni to have lunch with Su Woan since she asked the day before.i am tired of deciding.i think i waste too much time in my life contemplating, i'm just gonna do something.anything.so,forgive me,if i appear to be impulsive from here on.the funny dream makes me realised i'm never gonna be successful in rships, and no i don't just mean bgr,i mean rships.any kind of it.even friendship.so i told myself,if i cannot be successful in this area of life,i better gain back in other areas of my life.God,studies,piano,whatever,just something.

i can't decide whether to wait till my assignments are done to start revision or to start revision now. I don't know if waiting till i'm done would be wise since then i'll only be left with 11 days to my first paper. ok don't panic.chill. at least i'm finally done with my leadership essay,like one week before due date :) but then i have my history assignment to deal with,which i am working on.hence, the coffee. I'm cutting down on sleep hours. since I can't cut down on church hours, neither can i delete fren's bdays off my planner :) and we're talking abt close frens bday.for every bday that i go to,i have to justify to myself,so that i won't regret later.

when i was making coffee (my first time!), i was deciding on which cup to use..cause my Nesvita cup is too small and would not be suitable for the whole packet of coffee.so i thought of using praps' or mumsy's mug.I took a look at their mugs and I was like o.O the mugs are so used that there are stains..not from erm any residuals or what..but because the mugs have been very used. and suddenly at that moment, my heart warmed up.

I got those mugs for them as Valantine Day's present when i was..still reading Full House Stephanie.when i was 13 or 14?or 12?i remember making sure I had enough money with me (ohmygosh I can remember it's 20 something each!cause i used my saved up ang pow money!) before i purchased those mugs from Memory Lane and i got them nicely wrapped.I think 12; cause i remember I was still not allowed to go out on my own or with friends.so while they were busy looking at stuff,i sneaked away to buy those mugs.I still remember i kept checking to see if they're coming and i was hurrying the person to quickly wrap them up!

they are still using the same mugs till today.and I don't remember seeing them using any other mugs than the one i gave them.it comes in pairs and it says "To Father With Love" and "To Mother With Love", each with a poem on the mug.

i think this Christmas they would be getting new mugs :)